stupid...!

argggggghhhhhh....

aku nk lepaskn geram....

stupid...!

stupid!!!!!

ade aku kesah dgn ape yg blaku...

mcm bangang lar sume neh...

i dont mind lar...

whatever happen sume da berakhir...

so skang ko puas hati kan...

aku da lama bertahan...sesuka ati ko jew wat aku cmni kan...

nape???aku neh jahat sgt kew??

aku rase jahat2 aku...ko lagi jahat dr aku..

ape salah aku..?

aku xsesuai kew nk join ko...??ko tuh bagus sgt kew??

aku tgk biasa jew...

pape jew la...yg aku tau aku xsalah...

im am soooooo isolated

skali ko wat aku cmni....

1000x aku bole wat balik..........!!!!

setahun tanpanya....

06/06/2010

setahun pemergiannya...

tapi aku rasa still cm semalam...

rindunye dekat die eventhough aku tau aku da xbole jumpe die, tgk die, snyum kat die, borak2 dgn die
aku da xbole wat sume tuh..

wani di sini juz mampu doakan smga

abg damai disana..

n abg ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman...

wani akn sentiasa mgingati abg..

walaupon hati neh da isi dgn yg lain

namun abg tetap yg pertama

dan xdew sape2 dapat mgantikan tempat abg..

i promise..

nobody can replace u...

only u.....=(

help me.....!!

Susahnye nak wat keputusan...

y aku rase cmni haa...

padahal keputusan tuh aku da amik..

tp nape aku still rase cmni...cm aku xbersedia dgn ape yg aku da amik...

tp nape aku wat kputusan tuh??

adekah sbb terpaksa..??

seems like i am selfish rite??

ohh dear im sooooo sory....

tetiba aku rase cm tatau nk berfikir..

y disaat2 neh...

y???y???

ape yg aku bole wat skunk juz mdiamkn diri...

but izit unfair for him rite....??

tp cmne dgn aku....

y ape yg aku nak aku xdapat...yg aku xnk tuh ade jew...

org ckp better terima org yg menyayangi kita....

izit true??daripada kita jew yg suka n syg kat die...

izit true???

confuse.....

confuse........

y aku xley wat pilihan neh....??

aku buykannya tamak...aku xnk lukakkn hati ramai pihak...

aku xnk rase bsalah....

help me...............!!!!!!!!!!!

im back....

waaaa..da lame rasa nyew xmenulis kat sni...

actually xsempat nk berinternet...neh pon curi2 jew...

xdew ape 2 pon pkembangan terbaru...

tapi aku da start keje...wat part time..bosan sgt duk umah..

so kuar la mcari keje....haha dats y la xsempat nk berinternet..balik keje jew da letih sgt..twus tdo..

so aktiviti harian aku skunk..g keje..mkn..tdo..bgun tdo..g kje..cmtruh laa..

bosan gak idop neh huhuh

cmne yew...nk ceriakn sket hari2 aku yg xbape nk indah neh...huhu

sabo jew laa...

adat kehidupan..dan sumenye da ditentukan..

juz accept it...

pape pon aku bnsyukur dgn sgala pmberian mu...

dan inilah takdirku....

terima dg redha..

AMIN...!!

MRA....

MRA...

I rase friendship kita is NOTHINGS if u bsikap cmni..

I tatau knape...n i tatau kt mane salah i...

so skang u mndiamkan diri cmtuh jek..its ok if u rase dats da best ways 

lagipon who am i to judge u rite..???

u have da rite to thinks what da best way 4 urself...

but....

i am sooo frustrated...

i tatau ape salah i...

because of i xangkat ur phone jew u wat tatau kat i...

sape i...??

i gues im juz ur fwen...

sooo...dont treat me like dis...

care u ckp cam i xdpt nak hadirkan diri i tuk u when u need me...???

who am i to be treat like dis...??

juz fwen rite??humm so juz treat me as a fwen laa...

dont make me feel like i am wrong...

i xkisah if u nak share everything dgn i..sbb i pown cmtuh gak..

tp u xbole slahkn i..bila i xdew when u need me...

kita bkn everyday everytime msg kn..

so i pon tatau bile u nk mgadu....hummm

then...

now..its already late....

nasi dah jadi bubur...

I sgt sygkn psahabatan neh..tp i xbole wat ape2...

u dah jauhkan diri dr i...

because of dats gurlz...

u layan i cmni....

soooo fine....i faham...

juz prays for ur happiness my dearest friends..

thanxs 4 being my best fwen...even 4 a while...

marah

oraNG slaLu cKp aku neh kuaT maraH..

Sket2 nak Marah jek..

padaHal aKu rase aku neh OK jekk..

aku marah pown based on siTuation laaa...

xkan la Sesaja nk maRah kn..

aku pon ade OTAK gak..

bole fikiR mane betul mane X...

daH ko tuh jeniS Pmalas nak Wat keje...

so..aku raSe xsalah kalu aKu nak maraH ko...

akU rase tuh bukaN maraH tP saTU teguran waT insaN pmaLas cm Ko..

aSyik mgharapKAN org LaiN jew yg wat keje Ko...

mmG aku baiK..Dgr jew Ckp ko...

tP bewaRe mybe aku bRubah...

jgN Sng2 fikir ko bole piJak kepala Aku..

mentang2 aku baiK ngn ko....

argghhhhh stress betOL nGn pmpn neh.......

Miss DaT Moments.....

Love Story (Where Do I Begin)

Where do I begin
To tell the story of how great a love can be
The sweet love story that is older than the sea
The simple truth about the love she brings to me
Where do I start

With her first hello
She gave new meaning to this empty world of mine
There’d never be another love, another time
She came into my life and made the living fine
She fills my heart

She fills my heart with very special things
With angels’ songs , with wild imaginings
She fills my soul with so much love
That anywhere I go I’m never lonely
With her around, who could be lonely
I reach for her hand-it’s always there

How long does it last
Can love be measured by the hours in a day
I have no answers now but this much I can say
I know I’ll need her till the stars all burn away
And she’ll be there

How long does it last
Can love be measured by the hours in a day
I have no answers now but this much I can say
I know I’ll need her till the stars all burn away
And she’ll be there

Miss dat soNgs so Much....miss dat momeNt...miss u soooo muCh deaR...

where do I begiN deaR...??

miss sGt..... dat soNgs...reminDs me to da speCial perSon in My Life...

waNy riNdu sGt saaT2 aBg nyanYi laGu neH tUk waNy..

waNy naK sume Tuh aBg....

buT its Tooo LATE...

Huhhh...

nape neh...??

juZ B strOnG waNy..

Tuhan Lebih Sygkan dia...

Hidup Mesti diTerusKan..

=(

TodaY 1 aPril 2010 is a SpeciaL DaY 4 U my Dear..

hePi bufdaY SyG....

hOpefully u bahaGia di saNa..

waLaupon da haMpir 10BulaN AbG tiNggaLkan waNY..

TaPi aBg tetaP di Hati waNy..

ini JaNji waNy...

AMIN...

(Al-Fatihah : Allahyarham Shahrul)